As I take one last breath
I think about the mess,
the mess I cause my friends, my family, and....you
I know I caused you a lot of trouble in the past
all the pain, memories, and all the times I hurt you...
and watched you hurt
I was cold, heartless I didn't care and now its killing me inside.....I'm sorry....but now there is one more thing I want you to do I need you to hate me I can't stand hurting you anymore I need you to see you can find better and forget about me so then it wont hurt when I say....goodbye